I dont see why people try so hard to make me feel happy, in real life i get, patronized like a 7 year old and talked down too constantly by everyone, I feel fucking terrible constantly. Ugh. fuck. I fucking want to just, take my good knife that i have, and just, Shove it in my fucking neck. BUT OH LOOK IM TO MUCH OF A PUSSY TO DO THAT THEY SAY NJcdvksvnsfd Nothing has helped me, nothing will, meds only do so much, im such a weak looser and. well. k. Welp. Only a few months till i get some money to make a zip_g and be happy kovy wovie again hehe !