Well, hell broke loose today in my mind. My nightmare reappeared again. Now remember I only fear/hate two things for one the ocean and it's unexplored depths I hate and fear. Then there is this. I encourage people to be themselves or what ever they want to be whether it be gay, lesbian, trans, herm, 40 year old virgin, etc. I want every one to be happy. But there is one thing that scares me worse than death, well one person. to be exact. Now remember I hate nobody no matter what they have done or will do. I respect all people regardless. You can never lose my respect only earn more to me. The person I fear most is Brian Hugh Warner 'aka' Marilyn Manson. He scares the hell out of me, not because of who he is, not because of what he represents he just scares me to death. now I am sure he is a nice person and all; but true fear is not easily removed.