I don't know.. maybe it's me? Maybe it's just hitting a nerve. I can't really tell. But I can't. The roundabout way that lands you in the back alley at the one point in the dating path no matter what you do. I'm sorry. That's just too much emotional bull.. too much like times I've had. I can't bring myself to even try to finish that part. I bailed on it twice before I just had to put it up. And now my blood's boiling because I had to walk away. I don't know what to do with myself right now. It's.. I feel like I'm depressed.. but.. instead of sad it's super angry. I'm so upset in a rip-something-apart way that I just can't focus on anything. I can't get myself to do something to take my mind off things. I can't even sleep even though I've been up like 30+ hours because it's raining, and the roof will be loudly leaking the whole time. Keep me awake anyway. This sorta thing is why I avoid dating sims.. I don't know what drove me to go back to Amorous. I can at least see, why I never finished the jax date-line last time I played. :< This is just too disheartening.